| .i knew everything was too fucking good to be true. i give up ......im not gona talk to people anymore.......i dont need a xanga anymore. no point in telling all my feelings. ....... i really want to know....what makes me less than everyone else? .....why am i so unlikable? what do i do to be treated like crap?....
i give up. |
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| ........ya know......im just gona.....keep to myself from now on.... |
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|   .. short ...but sweet outing. we played pool....and thats about it.... but i dont mind...it was simple but so nice. i was kiiiiiiinda hopin for a kiss.....but its okie.....first date....maybe taking it slow is better.
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| today seemed just like a plain kinda day..... nothing out of the ordinary at school.........but i got home and BAM! ......awesome day. *giggles* might be going on a date tomarrow...or is it just a hanging out kinda thing? iono...but.... i hope everything will work to my liking. *sigh*.... kinda shocking.
well.....ima go do someworld geo... peace! |
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| forgot to update yesterday.....so... um....yesterday was the TAKS.... was so freakn easy...i think i coulda done it back in 6th grade. um...
today... normal kinda day. nothing bad....nothing good. not much to say. kinda odd for me. oh! i might be able to see my friends kody or ian this weekend.....god its been so long since ive seen them... that would make my week awesome. ...cuz they arent just friends......they are (part of a group)....that......make me feel as if i have another family. they were like....my bros n sisters. i miss that alot. .....they all go to elsik and hastings..... they dont have time to see me u know?....so hopefully ill be able to......atleast once more. god ive been so tired lately. i usually come home....take a 4 hour nap.....wake up....do homework.....fall asleep.....wake up 3 hours later....go to school......come home.....etc..... its not a fun schedual. i dont get enough sleep. and i think tthats why ive been eating alot more lately......which is uber bad because ......im getting fatter. *points to belly*.....see? ...bad!
ok.....i think ima try to stay awake and do some homework....
ps. do any of u actually read what i say? honestly.or is it getting boring?.
-edit- oh and eric.....i hope u feel better dude.....miss seeing ya in 3rd.
-edit2- fuck....forgot....... i think i might change my layout...im getting sick of purple.....might change it black n grey... but i also need one color thing to make it look awesome.....*thinking* |
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